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"i'm a bitch, i'm a mother, i'm a child, i'm a lover. i'm a sinner, but not a saint ... I've been where nobody else have dared. I am what no one dreamt of being.

Monday, September 05, 2005

If I Knew Heaven

If I knew heaven I knew you must have come from there.
For you laughter is like a smooth wave of air
sending my thoughts in a land far away.

You are my sweet little angel
who blossoms so quick yet so lovely.
You are my guiding star
whose light never falter, always in sight.
And God has given you a beautiful name
Mary Julliane, my own flesh.


If I knew heaven, I knew you are an angel.
For your existence defined what I would become


Each waking day, each passing moment
it seems that your charm never cease
to draw a smile in my lips
and give life to my breath.

If I knew heaven I knew you are God's creation
sent here on earth
to guide me thru life's struggles,
to lift me in my every fall,
to bring smile when my eyes show sadness,
to know Jesus' love is in abundance.


The touch of your soft, litle hands
brings youth and life in me.
I dwell in bliss as you sing a song
no better than anybody.
I always long for your soothing voice,
and your sweet, tender kisses.
I knew how it feels to be in heaven
when God blessed me with thee.

So Into MiG



I have a confession to make. I'd be thirty next year (shucks!) and a mother to a three-year old baby girl. I have thought that I've gone past the stage of going gaga over some celebrity. But lo and behold, I am at it again. I go crazy and helpless at the same time. And who is this beautiful stranger?

It's MiG Ayesa!

I have been struck by MiG-flu since day one of Rockstar InXs. And though I may not be able to brag the length of time that I've been addicted to MiG, I can probably be welcomed by other MiGsters as someone who holds him so dear in my heart.

I have compilations of MiG's performances in the contest, in video and audio format, have his face as my fone's wallpaper, even have his version "Baby I love Your Way" version as my ringtone. Am I an addict or what??!!

Plus, I admit that my guilty pleasure for months now is to surf the net for any news (old and new), blog posts, message board entries and pictures about him.

I would be soooo surprised to know anybody who haven't heard of him, or read about him! That'd be crazier :D. Anyhow, I'd be kind enough to give the links below for everyone to read more of this gorgeous (gees, those eyes could melt me) and truly-talented artist.

Rockstar InXs: MiG Profile
Mig Central
Mig Ayesa's Official Site
Team MiG

So, I am back to my teenage days, yes. The 13-yr old in me has taken over, when it comes to MiG, that is.